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Post by N4-PR on Jan 21, 2016 19:50:44 GMT
Now don't get me wrong, I am not doing it the next day. This is going to be a gradual process, I still want to see the earth before I go. I was a bit loopy on prophfol and morphine, so I didn't mean the scare. But you know what I mean, I am probably not going to live past 30 unless some crazy thing happens to make me change my mind.
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Post by ultrasoundchick on Jan 21, 2016 20:10:55 GMT
There, there. Don't do it. I'm here.
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Post by Puggalo4Lyfe on Jan 21, 2016 20:13:53 GMT
you should definitely try some kind of non-pleasant group thing though. even the most cynical shit heads have some decent things to say about group therapy and what not. I think there is something to be said about relating to someone in a similar situation and airing your anger and frustrations out with them, probably a million times more satisfying than doing it here I'd imagine
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Post by N4-PR on Jan 21, 2016 20:24:40 GMT
you should definitely try some kind of non-pleasant group thing though. even the most cynical shit heads have some decent things to say about group therapy and what not. I think there is something to be said about relating to someone in a similar situation and airing your anger and frustrations out with them, probably a million times more satisfying than doing it here I'd imagine I transitioned from single sessions to group session after the single session weren't doing anything, they both did not do anything.
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Post by Puggalo4Lyfe on Jan 21, 2016 22:36:48 GMT
well look dude here's what I'm seeing from you in this thread. you come here asking for opinions, no one wants you to kill yourself, we try and help, and in a somewhat irritated tone (whether you meant it or not) you shoot down every one of us. which either means you know we can't relate and because of that our advice seems meaningless and pisses you off, you posted just to vent and you weren't LOOKING for any advice, or you're not looking to relate or looking for advice and you just kind of want to be pissed off and comfortable in your misery right now, which has to be natural for anyone living in constant pain and realizing they are not immortal. that's why I asked about group therapy. I mean how long did you stick with the group thing? did you just dislike the people? did you try other groups? I can't see how it wouldn't help at least a little bit if you were honest and open about it.
there has to be SOMETHING you can find some relief in, and if you haven't found it, then you either aren't allowing yourself to see it or you just haven't found it yet.
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Post by Patty O'Furniture on Jan 21, 2016 23:01:20 GMT
ive had it up to HERE with your suicidal tendencies young lady
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Post by N4-PR on Jan 21, 2016 23:11:06 GMT
well look dude here's what I'm seeing from you in this thread. you come here asking for opinions, no one wants you to kill yourself, we try and help, and in a somewhat irritated tone (whether you meant it or not) you shoot down every one of us. which either means you know we can't relate and because of that our advice seems meaningless and pisses you off, you posted just to vent and you weren't LOOKING for any advice, or you're not looking to relate or looking for advice and you just kind of want to be pissed off and comfortable in your misery right now, which has to be natural for anyone living in constant pain and realizing they are not immortal. that's why I asked about group therapy. I mean how long did you stick with the group thing? did you just dislike the people? did you try other groups? I can't see how it wouldn't help at least a little bit if you were honest and open about it. there has to be SOMETHING you can find some relief in, and if you haven't found it, then you either aren't allowing yourself to see it or you just haven't found it yet. "Does anyone else encounter this insurmountable pain, stress and depression as much as me? Worse? Share your thoughts and opinions." I wasn't asking for you opinions on how to help me at all. Not only that, this is black emotionless text. The emotion I was expressing was not anger, frustration or hate. You guys did post to relate to help and it did help, I even stated this here: "As much as I would to, there is nothing fixing my medical history and all the constant pressure all around me pushing harder and harder with each coming month. You discussing it does help don't worry. " I never mentioned I wanted any help in this thread oh boy group therapy 7 therapists, 3 psychologists and 1 person with bio-feedback(which helped the most out of all of them but I stopped going to because my parents don't believe in depression) over the course of 10 years. I disliked everything about it. Being there with parents who would never listen to what you're actually experiencing, chalking it up to "I experienced this when I was younger everyone does", therapists that are cold, unresponsive and talk to me in a condescending manner and only being prescribed pills that didn't do anything to help me were main components. Yes, I tried many groups. You have to remember that I am a 23 year old that got whooping cough in 2015, brain surgery from a tooth infection that results in seizures every so often and turned into kidney stones from the medication treating them doesn't happen to everybody. I am open about things in life, but my family does not listen to me not matter what I do unless I literally need to go to the hospital.
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Post by K-Man on Jan 21, 2016 23:43:34 GMT
oh my god theres so many words itt
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Post by N4-PR on Jan 22, 2016 3:13:23 GMT
oh my god theres so many words itt this is the JonCena forum please enjoy your stay also I broke my hand so now I know how it feels to be russ
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Post by Tyler Legrand on Jan 22, 2016 4:21:36 GMT
American doctors suck
Do you still go through the charade of giving your family presents for Christmas/birthdays and visiting them for holidays if you do that kind of thing
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Post by 410757864530 DEAD COPS on Jan 22, 2016 4:47:31 GMT
yeah seriously i wouldn't recommend ssris to anyone they're helpful for a small amount of people but you honestly need to be consulting a doctor regularly because shit can go real south real quick. especially with zoloft that's what i had and everyone i know who ever took it hated it. my doctor wanted to prescribe it in conjunction w antipsychotics but i did not trust a gp with that strong a medication so i just took the zoloft
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Post by 410757864530 DEAD COPS on Jan 22, 2016 4:49:24 GMT
anyway ive been forcibly institutionalized enough times to tell you with some certainty to never trust the psychiatric system for as long as you live they exist to exploit and abuse mentally ill people and while that's not as true for depression it's still a shit show
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Post by 410757864530 DEAD COPS on Jan 22, 2016 4:51:05 GMT
so like... don't check yourself into a hospital unless you literally have to unless you want unnecessary medication shoved down your throat that will permanently damage you. and im not exaggerating everyone gets complimentary antipsychotics which hurt you even when you DO need them
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Post by Gorilla Tits on Jan 22, 2016 5:12:30 GMT
Not in Canada home of mediocre semi socialised medicine
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Post by 410757864530 DEAD COPS on Jan 22, 2016 5:39:59 GMT
unfortunately im speaking to someone who lives in florida which as you may know is not in canada
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